I am mentally unstable so I am going to leave my boyfriend of a year. he doesn't understand and he doesn't try either. And I am just poison for him anyway. So I will live in my car for the time being, get a job and then find a place to share with someone.

I am so alone, and always have been. I have been living with this unstable mind for most of my life, but at least I see the psychologist on wednesday. For the time being I will look for a job and a place to stay.